good day to all.
i played my guitar the whole morning playing the same tune over and over. i didnt realize it went on for an hour or so. funny actually, i forget everything (mostly pain and heartache) when i play. as if i am meditating, putting my mind off to neverland. as if i dont exist. as if concepts, ideas and perceptions are useless. i like it that way. why cant we all have it that way?
a lot of things to do this morning. well, i dont have to tell you every single bits and pieces of what im going to do. although i appreaciate your time you put to read this little excerpt of mine although i think it will never be useful to you in anyway. thanks.
i wonder how i will look like in the photograph. i shaved my facial hair clean. damn, i surely wont be going out so often anymore. i dont feel like myself anymore. where am i? oh yeah. down the drain. down down down spiralling to wastage. until one day reunited with the universe in some way. only god will know.
